So, in exactly three days, I'll be 18!
I have no idea what I want to do for my birthday though. I paid my dues, so that weight is off my back. Yet, I have no idea what or where I want to go for my birthday. People are asking me what I want and what I want to do and I can never really answer.
It's because in most of my life, I've never really had a birthday party, nor have I ever really went anywhere. Every year on my birthday, it's snowed and because if that leaving the house is impossible and nothing ever really happened. As a result of this, when I was younger I hated being a winter baby. I rarely got any presents, unless money counts, and I started to hate the taste of cake and wanted something different.
When I was younger, I liked getting money for my birthday. Though when I did, it was always a hassle keeping it safe because my older brother always tried to take it from me. When you're little and you have money, you want to spend it on dumb stuff and that's just what I did, as I got older, I used it it buy myself clothes or food for lunch....mostly food for lunch, I was never a fan of school food. Lately though, I've started to develop a bit of a dislike of getting money for my birthday and many people have thought that I was crazy to think so.
Thing is, after a while, I thought that maybe the person didn't know me enough or just didn't care enough to look for a present for me for my birthday. After that bit of realization, I started hating getting money for my birthday, not because it was money, but because the person who gave me the money didn't really put much thought into actually getting me something.
Does that make me selfish? I hope not...
Well, either way, I'll be legally an adult on the 22nd and I also have my permit, so I'll also be learning how to drive. Also, AzureCrow sent me a microphone for my birthday, a really high quality one. I'll be able to re-record my Nia lines for Lagann-hen, and record lines for the two new roles I've been given for Lagann-hen, Kiyal and Kinon Bachika. I see this as a real test for my range, because while each girl has a medium-high/high voice, their inflections and style of speaking are different and I want to make sure to capture that in the best of my ability. I can't wait!
Well. I've leave it at that. I blab way too much and for that I'm sorry. >_<U
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